I woke up, and slept again

I woke up. 
From a sleep.
Not a sleep.
Of the body.
But the soul.
Everything seemed elusive.
Eyes are opened.
But can't see.
Ears are clear.
But can't listen.
All senses' perfect.
Ain't noticing anything.


It's been years. 
Since I realize. 
The days' different. 
The sky's changed. 
I wasn't me.
Is something else.
I cannot recognize.
I don't know.
Who am I.
Where am I.
What am I.
Am I still.
The one before?
It couldn't be.


I was lost. 
Where am I? 
Shouldn't be here. 
Such a place.
Got no names.
Everyone is walking.
Everyone is moving.
Nobody knows where.
They are heading.
Life's a routine.
They told me.
Just follow it.
So to survive.


Mindless I said.
But weren't I.
Just the same.
Loiter around aimlessly.
Slowly losing composure.
I was struggling.
I still remembered.
To break free.
From the pressure.
The reason then.
Due to surroundings.
It was yellow.
It was gold.


I ran away.
I barely remembered.
From that place.
From the beginning.
Away from all.
These hatred world.
Just to fall.
Into this one.
The same hatred.
right at here.
I then realize.
I couldn't escape.
They are all.
Just the same.


Who did that? 
I pity myself. 
Keep on searching. 
Find the culprit.
Who put me.
Into this pit.
I was angry.
I was doomed.
I was shaking.
To be free.
Find the answer.
Of all these.


I see things. 
That I saw. 
But didn't notice. 
I was left. 
In this place. 
Left to deteriorate.
Then I realized. 
It was me. 
The victim, 
and the doer.


Now I knew.
The whole truth.
Closed my eyes.
I rested here.
I just hope.
Once i wake.
Things will go.