I woke up.
From a sleep.
Not a sleep.
Of the body.
But the soul.
Everything seemed elusive.
Eyes are opened.
But can't see.
Ears are clear.
But can't listen.
All senses' perfect.
Ain't noticing anything.
It's been years.
Since I realize.
The days' different.
The sky's changed.
I wasn't me.
Is something else.
I cannot recognize.
I don't know.
Who am I.
Where am I.
What am I.
Am I still.
The one before?
It couldn't be.
I was lost.
Where am I?
Shouldn't be here.
Such a place.
Got no names.
Everyone is walking.
Everyone is moving.
Nobody knows where.
They are heading.
Life's a routine.
They told me.
Just follow it.
So to survive.
Mindless I said.
But weren't I.
Just the same.
Loiter around aimlessly.
Slowly losing composure.
I was struggling.
I still remembered.
To break free.
From the pressure.
The reason then.
Due to surroundings.
It was yellow.
It was gold.
I ran away.
I barely remembered.
From that place.
From the beginning.
Away from all.
These hatred world.
Just to fall.
Into this one.
The same hatred.
right at here.
I then realize.
I couldn't escape.
They are all.
Just the same.
Who did that?
I pity myself.
Keep on searching.
Find the culprit.
Who put me.
Into this pit.
I was angry.
I was doomed.
I was shaking.
To be free.
Find the answer.
Of all these.
I see things.
That I saw.
But didn't notice.
I was left.
In this place.
Left to deteriorate.
Then I realized.
It was me.
The victim,
and the doer.
Now I knew.
The whole truth.
Closed my eyes.
I rested here.
I just hope.
Once i wake.
Things will go.
must i tell
ReplyDeleteshould i not
i like you
the very first sight
love your smile
that speaks humour
love the riddle
u enjoy to tease.
that is how
we come to know
deep in heart
we search & find
i know you need
so do i
but it still ends
without a start
i regret
turning you down
neither do myself
want it the same
if i ask you
forget me not
will you be
part of my...SWeEt MeMoRy~ (=
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